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chappy is da shit. she likes to secretly watch porn. [22 Jul 2006|02:16am]
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Put this in your livejournal if you like bagels.

Chappy makes pretty sweet fucking icons when she's high.

YEAAH. I'm sweet.

^ if megan hager was a dyke she'd eat out sexy ladies just like this ^
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[30 May 2006|04:17pm]
Wow.. what a fast, but wonderful 4 years.
I've loved watching everyone grow up even though some of us had to grow apart.
I've come such a long way since freshman year, I can't even believe it!
It seems like we were just going to our first band camp, and then to our first day of school, and our first football game, and our first homecoming. I know though that even this year as we had our last band camp, and our last first day of school, and our last football game, and our last homecoming and then prom, that I lived highschool the best I could, and enjoyed it so much.
Even though sometimes we're all a bunch of shit talkers, I'm so thankful to have spent so many days together! It's been such a blast!
I hope everyone knows I'm ALWAYS gonna be here. In most cases if we've had a problem I forgive and forget, and I am always here to listen.
It went fast guys.. and for those of you who still read this, don't forget me <3

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[13 Apr 2005|05:52pm]
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] listen to billy idol with me?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me in the ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?
taking a break from millions and millions of things to study for bio and im bored so fill this shit out to entertain me.

[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?
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[02 Apr 2005|08:15pm]
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[26 Feb 2005|09:15pm]
Chappy is the sex and I want to go down on her.

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[12 Jan 2005|05:19pm]
Heyyy for all you curious people,

We have our 1st and 2nd hour exams tomorrow, 3rd and 4th on friday, and 5th and 6th on tuesday.

I just went to get my stuff cause I was all worried, but the doors were locked but it doesn't matter anyway now since they changed the schedule


Ok.... I think it will work now

Post something anonymous, anything you want
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[01 Jan 2005|12:00am]
teehee, look, hot megan left her livejournal logged in ^.^

ah, yes, and sexy megan is super hotasmic to the n-th degree. ^.^
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[24 Dec 2004|01:08am]
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[23 Dec 2004|02:19pm]
kiss me I'm dying
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[06 Dec 2004|08:22pm]
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[04 Sep 2004|01:45am]
So.. I'm on 6 of my screen names right now. And no one is talking to me. haha.

I went to the movies today with Chappy, Kristina, Ted and Alicia. We saw Napoleon Dynamite. It was such a good movie! And I had an awesome time. You guys ROCK! hehe

Megans over now =D but she's sleeping

I'm so boooored!!!

Someone talk to me!!!

My past two entries havn't been friends only.. I dunno why.
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[03 Sep 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

Don't count on me, cuz I'm not listenin.

hehe I thought that sounded like me.. I'm sure you'd all agree =P

Leave a comment with your name, and I’ll reply and tell you what i really think of you. I will be completely honest.
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Ignore this stupid entry. I just have a lot on my mind. [27 Aug 2004|12:41am]
[ mood | la la ]

I'm not upset.. I just feel like getting all of this out.

I wish that some people understood how much it really hurts me. I've had to deal with rumors since I was in 8th grade. It may not seem that bad, but it is. And I'm so sick of it! I hate knowing that the band moms talk about me, my mom talks about me, my friends parents talk about me. And whoever else. Yeah, sometimes I may act slutty but that's not really how I am. And yeah I talk about sex but I'm a virgin. And I'm sure that comes as a shock to some people. And also my mom. She says "Well.. I don't know what went on but..." And I know she talks about me to people because I have heard her. And it's really embarassing.
It just really irritates me that I am still having to deal with some stuff. And people saying stuff and they think it's not a big deal but it really is. And all these parents looking down on me because they think they know me. And they think they know what goes on. And they think they know how I am.
Like that I'm "fast" yeah. ok. shut the fuck up.

I have been through so much more than almost everyone knows. And that's why I am how I am now. It's not because I'm a slut. It's because of what I got used to.
So many guys in the past have treated me like shit. And the ones who don't stressed too much on how "beautiful" I am. I HATE THAT. It's ok once in a while. But not all the time. And I hate when I get told I'm perfect. And I'm an angel. It seriously bugs the hell outta me. And that's another thing. A lot of people think I like hearing that.. no. And I don't like hearing constantly you're prettier than me. They like you better. It makes me feel like shit.

Lately my sister has been calling me concided. She tells me she's kidding but I know she's not. She thinks that I'm in love with myself. And I'm sure other people do too. And she started saying that because I said I liked how something looked on me. oh heaven forbid I say something good about myself. I'd rather say good things then be all depressed and emo and say stuff like I want to die. I hate my self.

That's really all.. I've just been thinking about all of that the past few weeks and I've finally had time to sit and type it all out. Now maybe I'll stp thinking about it.

I can't take anymore of this. I wanna come apart. and dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart.

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[20 Aug 2004|01:37pm]
oh my god. I'm so sad.

Kelsey thinks I'm an immature bitch, and Johnny never wants to talk to me again and he thinks I'm nosey.
And he said FUCK YOU to me.
I am just so sad.

Yeah ok, not.

[11 Aug 2004|11:25am]
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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[11 Aug 2004|11:22am]
errrr!! I can't get my hair done until next thursday now because Mary doesn't work today and I have band tomorrow. This sucks!!!

Anyone wanna hang out with me!
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[11 Aug 2004|12:57am]
Just a little girl, big imaginationCollapse )

You'll always be someones baby
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I don't think I like you much [11 Aug 2004|12:07am]
[ mood | tired ]

Goodbye my friend
I know you're gone, you said you're gone
But I can still feel you here
It's not the end
Gotta keep it strong
Before the pain turns into fear

Did you know could you tell you were the only one that I ever loved. Now everything's so wrong. Did you see me walking by, did it ever make you cry?
You're my favorite mistake.

I need your arms around me. I need to feel your touch.
I need your understanding. I need your love, so much.
You tell me that you love me so you tell me that you care but when I need you baby, baby you're never there.
I wonder if you even miss me.

I got back from being up north today. I had a good time. Me and my sister were fighting a lot, but that's about it. I got to hang out with Billyupnorth a lot. We sat by the bon fire just talking until 1. His hair is pink now.. I like it. My mom thinks it's weird. haha.
I pulled my sister skiing being the jet ski. That was sweet! Then I tried pulling my dad but he's too heavy. =(
I got a new hoodie and new shorts. both very cute! We went to mackinaw city today.

On saturday we spread my grandmas ashes around. I told my self not to cry, but my grandpa started crying and choking up and couldn't talk. He was like I miss her so damn much. So that triggered my tears and we all just started crying. Me and my sister put some of the ashes in the water. And some by her light house, the well, in all of her flowers. Now she's up there with my uncle.
I hope my grandpa doesn't sell the cabin. He was talking about it, but now that her ashes are up there with my uncles.. why would he sell it?? We're all praying

We took a road trip to Hessel, and DeTour Village. That's as far east as you can go in the UP. There wasn't much there, but it was cool just to go. We went to a restaurant but it was too expensive so we left and went and got subs. And I also got lime tostidos and cream soda. hell yeah.

My uncle Bob let me drive his car a few times.

We saw two baby deer! soo soo cute!!

I'm getting my hair done tomorrow... hopefully it looks good!!!

Dear Abby-
I think one of my friends and my ex are trying to hook up. What do I do?

There are so many thoughts going through my mind. My goodness.

I miss Megan!! She's at band camp. I don't get to see her until umm.... next.... thursday?? I have no idea.

Mom: A Deer!!!
Emily: ooo!! What's it look like??!

Me: Your top lip is huge
Emily:Mom says girls pay to get lips like mine.

Wish you were here..

You know wherever I am I'll come runnin to see you agian

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[29 Jul 2004|06:46pm]
Tuesday~ Party Party!! It was fun. =) There were a lot of people here.. And we had plenty of marshmellows. hehe. I had a good time for the most part. And I hope everyone else did too. We had a sweet bon fire that night.. even though Chris was getting attacked by the sparks. haha. But at least he came!!! I was so surprised. =D

Wednesday~ Me and Nikki were the first ones up. Then everyone else woke up a few minutes after the other person. Chappy was like I don't feel good. So I was like okay then go upstairs.. so she did, and threw up. haha. Luckally in the bathroom! hehe. We made root beer floats for breakfast. mmmmm! Kristin left early, but Nikki, Megan and Chappy stayed. Lauren came over too =) We went jet skiing, and swimming, and me and Megan got sun burned!! =( =( When we were out on the boat, we saw this hot guy on a jet skii and I was like ok guys, look sexy! haha. At around 3 we came in from the boat, and cleaned up the basement, and the yard. Then Nikki and Chappy left. =( So me Megan and my sister went back out on the jet skiis, and I kept doin some crazy turns and stuff, and flooded it.. haha woops. JP and Jesse came over then. =D =D =D I love them. We went swimming for a little, took the boat out for like 5 minutes, then JP drove us up to McDonalds and bought me and Megan some fries. mmmmmm. After that we went over to Jesses moms and got some pop. Mine was grape. yesssss! hehe. We just sat on the couch in his basement drinking our pop and listening to random bands like orgy.. haha. So then they thought it'd be funny to hold me down and tickle me to death. yeah so funny!! haha. And Megan didn't even try to stop them! haha.
So then we were like ok, we gotta go! So we drove back over to my house and got our stuff, and Jesses bathin suit and went to church. It was ok.. I don't like going in the summer but Megan wanted to, so I went. Her mom wouldn't let them drive us home though. =( It's okay though.

Today~ Woke up, hung aroud, went on line, hung around some more, got some cool pictures of me, Megan, and me and Megan. hehe. very cute. Then her mom drove her to work, and my mom picked me up from there.
Now I'm sitting here pissed off because my mom is being a super bitch and won't let me go anywhere. god I frickin hate her sometimes.

hang on I'll tell you when you put a shirt on.
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[27 Jul 2004|11:40am]

I'm having a party on the shittiest day of the summer.

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